I know there's something better

[hestergray]

I don't want this job anymore. I want to find something that I can look forward to every day. It's not that today was especially horrible, because it wasn't. It's just something I've been hoping for a while. We are in the busy season until Christmas so I have to work a lot of overtime, and then in January we will slow down again. So January is when I'll be looking for something different to do. I wouldn't leave now, during the busy season. They need me, and overtime is more money. So I will stick with it for about four more months.

This is what really settled it in my mind today. My bosses frown on idle conversation when we're supposed to be working. But I think we are fully capable of working and talking at the same time. Today, Kevin told everyone about how busy we are getting, and about how the talking has gotten worse lately and it needs to stop. Which is true, we have been talking a lot more. Even I have been talking. And if they want to make a "no talking" rule, that's up to them. I will follow the rules while I work there. But when he said that, I thought, "I have got to get out of here." I would just rather work somewhere more pleasant. And soon I will start looking for a more pleasant place to be employed.